i love sex and the city.
best show ever. hands down.



ohh..... new LJ!!
www.livejournal.com/users/tye_dyed_dreams

kthx. like add me and comment. :]

woooah i know its been forever.
but i have nothing to write!!

so i just wanted to say hi ♥

YESSSSSSSSSSSS
its been forever.

i apologise!!
i mainly do myspace stuff.
so if you're on there. just add me.

but anyways.. things are still up's and down's..
rick and i haven't been intimate in 3 weeks.
which is good, because for a while there, we were touching each other everytime we saw each other. but its on hold, while we have some problems. but luckily they're working out.

i like to sit with him and talk. last tuesday we sat in the park, and talked for about 2 hours. it was pleasant. i really opened up with him. but there's still so much to say. and at the time, i was frozen on how to say them.

he is a nice guy. but i don't know if i'll be with him from a year from now. who knows. maybe i will? i don't know. but i want to take everyday as i can. he's working now, which is good. but it means i don't/won't see him often. especially once i'm back in school. i don't know when we'll ever see each other.

i'm still looking for another job. i want out of coney so bad. well, my goal is to be out of there before Christmas. and, that i will accomplish. i still want to lose weight and get my driving permit. all before June 06. i also want my diploma. then i will be all free.

but my plans after high school is to move. and right now, i'm settled on chicago. its big, but not too big. and not too far away. i want to so bad go to seattle, but its quite far away, especially for me being 18. and i don't know if rick will be coming. it might be a solo trip :p

but, we'll see.

oh, i did get a new puppy though. he's a tri colored chihuahua (chocolate, tan, and white) and i named him Elliott. he's 2 months old, and weighs 1lb 9oz. I got him from a lady in Chiefland, FL. she's super nice. but he's in perfect health and everything is a-okay. and Devina LOVES him so much. they play all the time and cuddle.

and, my mom isn't doing well. she has high blood pressure and something else when she went to the OBGYN (women) doctor. she went this morning, and she's been crying all afternoon. she says she feels like she's going to pass away any moment. and i'm really scared.

so enough of this. leave comments, k?

much love,
Jen ~

I've been down
Now I'm blessed
I felt a revelation coming around
I guess its right, it's so amazing
Everytime I see you I'm alive
You're all I've got
You lift me up
The sun and the moonlight
All my dreams are in your eyes

I wanna be inside your heaven
Take me to the place you cry from
Where the storm blows your way
I wanna be earth that holds you
Every bit of air you're breathin' in
A soothin' wind
I wanna be inside your heaven

When we touch, when we love
The stars light up
The wrong becomes undone
Naturally, my soul surrenders
The sun and the moonlight
All my dreams are in your eyes

And I wanna be inside your heaven
Take me to the place you cry from
Where the storm blows your way
And I wanna be the earth that holds you
Every bit of air you're breathing in
A soothing wind
I wanna be inside your heaven

When minutes turn to days and years
When mountains fall, I'll still be here
Holdin you until the day I die
And I wanna be inside your heaven
Take me to the place you cry from
Where the storm blows your way

I wanna be inside your heaven
Take me to the place you cry from
Where the storm blows your way
I wanna be earth that holds you
Every bit of air you're breathin' in
A soothin' wind
I wanna be inside your heaven
Oh yes I do
I wanna be inside your heaven

another amasing night with rick
and tomorrow is the parade
-jumps around-
Yaaaaaaaay!

You scored as The Sprightly Elfin Femme. Cute and irresistible, you inspire and foster the little kid in everyone. Also, you make the best cookies and cutest knit hats. </td> The Sprightly Elfin Femme 85% The Student Dyke 75% The Quasi-Gothic Femme 70% The Pretty-Boi Dyke 70% The Stud 70% The Little-Boy Dyke 60% The Femme Fatale 55% The Bohemian Dyke 55% The Vaginal-Reference-Making Dyke 50% The Hipster Dyke 40% The Magic Earring Ken Dyke 40% The Surprise! Dyke 40% The Granola Dyke 35% What Type of Lesbian Are You? (Inspired by Curve Mag.) created with QuizFarm.com

You scored as Sex God. You are a master at sex. You make your partner weak in the knees, and you know it. You've had the practice, and you've read the books, but don't get too cocky (pun intended) or you'll get put into place. </td> Sex God 73% A Romantic 55% Virgin 50% A Slave To BDSM 50% How are you in bed created with QuizFarm.com

You scored as Borderline Personality Disorder. Congratulations! You have BPD! You know how to see things in black and white, desperately cling to unstable relationships and are a master of wrist-banging... rational emotions? Who needs 'em! </td> Borderline Personality Disorder 92% Unipolar Depression 83% Eating Disorders 50% Schizophrenia 17% Antisocial Personality Disorder 8% Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder 0% Which mental disorder do you have? created with QuizFarm.com

You scored as M&Ms. You have a hard shell, and you seem small and unspectacular. You may not do that much to excite people, but once someone takes that next step with you, they discover your true glory... and you melt in their mouth, not in their hand </td> M&Ms 94% Oreos 81% Pringles 75% Jelly babies 75% Laxettes 75% What food is your love style? created with QuizFarm.com

You like the sweet, shy type.


What kind of guy are you most attracted to?
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The understanding couple. You two have a mutual
understanding of each other. You know the high
and low points of your partner's abilities and
so you try not to push them and the same for
the way they act towards you. The more you
understand the more stable a relationship.


What Kind Of Couple Are You And Your Partner?
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You are a violin. You are very held back and
quiet. You do what you want and that usually
means something quiet like reading or writing.
You are calm and perhaps considered dark to
some. But you rarly talk to anyone besides
your close friend or family.


What is your soft toned intrument?
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GARBAGE LYRICS

"Bleed Like Me"

Avalanche is sullen and too thin
She starves herself to rid herself of sin
And the kick is so divine when she sees bones beneath her skin
And she says:
Hey baby can you bleed like me?
C'mon baby can you bleed like me?

Chris is all dressed up and acting coy
Painted like a brand new Christmas toy
He's trying to figure out if he's a girl or he's a boy
He says:
Hey baby can you bleed like me?
C'mon baby can you bleed like me?

Doodle takes dad's scissors to her skin
And when she does relief comes setting in
While she hides the scars she's making underneath her pretty clothes
She sings:
Hey baby can you bleed like me?
C'mon baby can you bleed like me?

Therapy is Speedie's brand new drug
Dancing with the devil's past has never been too fun
It's better off than trying to take a bullet from a gun
And she cries:
Hey baby can you bleed like me?
C'mon baby can you bleed like me?

JT gets all fucked up in some karaoke bar
After two drinks he's a loser after three drinks he's a star
Getting all nostalgic as he sings "I Will Survive"
Hey baby can you bleed like me?
C'mon baby can you bleed like me?
Hey baby can you bleed like me?
C'mon baby can you bleed like me?

You should see my scars
You should see my scars
You should see my scars
You should see my scars
Try to comprehend that which you'll never comprehend
Try to comprehend that which you'll never comprehend
Just try to comprehend that which you'll never comprehend
Try to comprehend that which you'll never comprehend
You should see my scars
You should see my scars

last night while we were lying down
SiDEBYSiDE, watching the
*STARS, i saw a SH00TiNG STAR.
i opened my mOuth, ready to make a wish
when i felt your
hand gently squeeze mine.
then i closed my mOuth && SMiLED =).
i remembered that i didn`t need ANYTHiNG iN THE W0RLD..
i already have *yOu

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this actually happend.. when we were watching the sunset like a few weeks ago, we saw the first star out and we both wished upon it. he was like, i don't have to wish, cause all i want is here. and i'm pretty sure i turned into goo. ;] lol.

this clock never seemed so alive

27 ways to make a girl smile . . . . .

*1 . Tell her she is beautiful (not hot, fine, or sexy)
*2 . Hold her hand at any moment . . . even if its just for a second.
*3 . Kiss her on the forehead.
*4 . Leave her voice messages to wake up to.
*5 . Always tell her you love her every second of the day.
*6 . When she is upset, hold her tight and tell her how much she means to you.
*7 . Recognize the small things . . . they usually mean the most.
*8 . Sing to her no matter how horrible your voice is.
*9 . Pick her over all the other girls you hang out with.
*10 . Write her notes. (she loves them)
*11 . Introduce her to family and friends . . . as your girlfriend.
*12 . Play with her hair.
*13 . Pick her up, tickle her, and play-wrestle with her.
*14 . Sit in the park and just talk to her.
*15 . Tell her funny jokes, tell her stupid jokes, or just tell her jokes.
*16 . Throw pebbles at her window in the middle of the night . . . just because you missed her.
*17 . Let her fall asleep in your arms.
*18. Carve your names into a tree.
*19 . If she's mad at you, kiss her.
*20 . Give her piggyback rides.
*21 . Bring her flowers just because.
*22 . Treat her the same around your friends as you do when your alone.
*23 . Look her in the eyes and smile.
*24 . Let her take as many pictures of you as she wants.
*25 . Slow dance with her, even if there isn't any music playing.
*26 . Kiss her in the rain.
*27 . If your in love with her . . . tell her.

'N SYNC LYRICS

"That's When I'll Stop Loving You"

When winter comes in summer
When theres no love forever
Yeah, that's when I'll stop loving you

That's when I'll stop loving you
I'm sure you've heard these words before
And I know it's hard for you to trust them once more
You're afraid it all might end
And a broken heart is scared of breaking again
But you've gotta believe me
I'll never leave you
You'll never cry long as I am there
And I will always be there
You will never be without love

When winter comes in summer
When there's no more forever
When lies become the truth
Oh you know then baby,
That's when I'll stop lovin'
That's when I'll stop loving you

That's when I'll stop loving you yeah

As long as sunlight lights the sky
Light of love will be found in these eyes of mine (these eyes of mine)
And I will shine that light for you
You're the only one, I'll ever give this heart to
What I'm trying to say is, nothing will change this (ahh..)
There'll be no time you won't find me there (find me there)
Cause I will always be there
You will always have all my love

When winter comes in summer
When there's no more forever (yeah)
When lies become the truth (ohhhh)
Well you know then baby,
That's when I'll stop lovin'
That's when I'll stop loving you

That's when I'll stop loving you

And when this world doesn't turn anymore
When the stars all decide to stop shining
Til then I'm gonna to be by your side
Gonna be loving you forever
Every day of my life

Ohh..baby..

Well you know then baby
That's when I'll stop lovin'
That's when I'll stop lovin'

That's when I'll stop loving you

When winter comes in summer
When there's no more forever
When lies become the truth (truth... yeah)
Well you know then baby,
That's when I'll stop lovin'
That's when I'll stop loving you (ohh..)

When winter comes in summer (yeah)
When there's no more forever
When lies become the truth
That's when I'll stop loving (well you know then baby)
That's when I'll stop loving you

That's when I'll stop babe
I'll stop babe
Loving you

i love you more than sex appeal

yay..

so like, my mom says i can go visit sarah..
now we're like, trying to set up a date.

my god, i am so effin` excited.

I LOVE YOU SARAH!

-I am a university student.
-I am a cuddler.
-I am an okay dancer.
-I am a huge fan of lists.
-I am a morning person.
-I am a perfectionist.
-I am obsessed with a band
-I am a Republican.
-I am allergic to something deadly.
-I am an only child.
-I am Catholic.
-I am content as of this moment.
-I am currently in my pajamas.
-I am currently pregnant.
-I am currently single.
-I am currently suffering from a breaking heart.
-I am embarrassed to be seen with my mother or father.
-I am okay at styling other people's hair.
-I am left handed.
-I am married.
-I am obsessed with my LJ.
-I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
-I am procrastinating by filling out this list.
-I am resentful that I have to grow up.
-I am very shy around the opposite sex.
-I am, or was, pigeon-toed.
-I bite my nails.
-I can be paranoid at times.
-I carry a weapon with me everywhere I go.
-I collect picture frames.
-I consider myself to be a 'nerd'.
-I currently have a crush on someone.
-I currently regret something that I have done
-I curse frequently.
-I do not believe people are inherently good or evil.
-I don't hate anyone.
-I enjoy country music.
-I enjoy jazz music.
-I enjoy smoothies.
-I enjoy talking on the phone.
-I have a car.
-I have a mobile phone.
-I have a hard time paying attention at school.
-I have a hidden talent.
-I have a hobby.
-I have a lot to learn.
-I have a pet.
-I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.
-I have a tendency to fall for the "wrong" girl/guy.
-I have all my (real) grandparents, none of them have died.
-I have at least one brother and/or sister.
-I have avoided work to play with my livejournal.
-I have been in a real relationship.
-I have been in a threesome.
-I have been rejected by someone.
-I have been the "psycho ex" in a past relationship.
-I have been to an anime convention.
-I have been to another country.
-I have been to Europe.
-I have been to Las Vegas.
-I have been told that I am very smart.
-I have been told that I have an unusual sense of humor.
-I have broken a bone.
-I have Caller I.D. on my [cell] phone.
-I have changed a diaper.
-I have changed a lot over the past year.
-I have cheated on a significant other. :-\
-I have counted down the days until the summer.
-I have dated my best friend's ex.
-I have done something illegal.
-I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
-I have gone scuba diving // snorkling.
-I have had major surgery.
-I have had my hair cut within the last week.
-I have had sex with someone I was not in a relationship with.
-I have had the cops called on me.
-I have snogged someone I knew I shouldn't.
-I have snogged someone of the same sex.
-I have made a move on a friend's significant other in the past.
-I have mood swings.
-I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
-I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
-I have rejected someone before.
-I have seen The Lord of the Rings trilogy.
-I have seen the television show The O.C.
-I have swum in the ocean.
-I have tried a drug that is illegal.
-I have tried sushi.
-I have watched Sex and the City.
-I have watched a porn movie.
-I have watched the television show Spongebob Squarepants.
-I know how to shoot [and aim] a gun.
-I like being the center of attention.
-I like eating Ramen noodles.
-I like my handwriting.
-I like Shakespeare.
-I like the taste of blood.
-I like to cook.
-I like to sing.
-I like to vacuum.
-I love learning foreign languages.
-I love Michael Jackson.
-I love my friends.
-I love olives.
-I love rain.
-I love sleeping.
-I love to play computer games.
-I love to shop.
-I miss someone right now.
-I own 100 CDs or more.
-I own a home.
-I own and use a library card.
-I play a musical instrument.
-I practice a religion that is not considered mainstream.
-I read books for pleasure.
-I shave my legs.
-I sleep a lot during the day.
-I strongly dislike math.
-I think Britney Spears is pretty.
-I think long strings of html code look cool.
-I think that Pizza Hut makes the best pizza.
-I think the world would be a better place if people just smiled more often.
-I was born in a country other than the USA.
-I watch more TV this year than last year.
-I watch MTV on a daily basis.
-I watch soap operas on a regular basis.
-I wear glasses or contact lenses.
-I will try anything once.
-I work at a job that I enjoy.
-I would classify myself as ghetto.
-I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
-I like orange kool aid.
-I can name all 7 of the dwarfs from 'Snow White and the Seven Dwarfs'.
-I like being at school.
-I always love wearing sweaters. HOODIES:]
-I love water polo.
-I am currently wearing socks.
-I am being nostalgic right now.
-I hate summer.
-I am tired.
-I love to paint // draw // sketch // sculpt

well, we found out my grandma's cancer came back, and its now in her brain. she isn't doing well, and she's slowly fading.

tomorrow i took the day off, first time in about 3 months.. and my entire family is having a picnic at my grams house..

should be interesting, but i promised i would not fight with my asshole relatives.

the end.

if you get a chance, watch the movie closer, cos its beautiful!

DAMIEN RICE LYRICS

"Delicate"

We might kiss when we are alone
When nobody's watching
We might take it home
We might make out when nobody's there
It's not that we're scared
It's just that it's delicate

So why do you fill my sorrow
With the words you've borrowed
From the only place you've know
And why do you sing Hallelujah
If it means nothing to you
Why do you sing with me at all?

We might live like never before
When there's nothing to give
Well how can we ask for more
We might make love in some sacred place
The look on your face is delicate

So why do you fill my sorrow
With the words you've borrowed
From the only place you've know
And why do you sing Hallelujah
If it means nothing to you
Why do you sing with me at all?

So why do you fill my sorrow
With the words you've borrowed
From the only place you've know
And why do you sing Hallelujah
If it means nothing to you
Why do you sing with me at all?

-sticks out tongue-


wow.. so.. hm..
I LOVE SOMEONE ;]

happy birthday to me!!

my gf didnt even call.. -tears-
ah... well...

-sigh-

Hi Mrs. Pisano,

This is Jennifer Pantona, I just wanted to send you a quick email. First off, I'd like to say thanks for all you've done, it truly means a lot to me. You didn't have to extend your hand and help me this much, and I am so thankful for it!

And, I'd also like to say how much I love the book, "Tuesdays With Morrie." Wow! I really enjoy it. I am almost done, and I just begun reading it. I can't put the book down! It just has a special appeal to me.

I recently lost a close friend of mine, who was like a father figure to me, and while trying to get over his death, I have found comfort in this book. Although it is very sad, I love how Morrie looks up to everything! He doesn't let himself get down, although he is dieing and not getting better. Even though I have not finished reading the book, I have learned so much from it! And, before I was introduced to this book by Mrs. Swick on Monday, I kept thinking about death, and how grateful I was to be alive any moment. Because, one minute you could be perfectly fine, and the next minute, you're gone. Without saying any goodbyes. Like, my friend, he died unexpectedly, and that hit me hard.

So, after that (happened 3 weeks ago), I would wake up each morning, so thankful that I was still alive, and that I have family and friends who love me. Even though, I don't show it often, I hope they know that I love them. And, I've been trying to take that extra step and be nicer to ones around me, and not judge so quickly.

Now, I started reading the book last night, and I could feel myself relating to it. And, it feels ironic to me, that I was affected by death and this book comes and teaches me the most important things. Even though, we all realize that we will die someday, I guess some of us don't worry about it til the time comes.

I've been through a lot this past year, and I so happy I have support. Even though I don't treat it with respect, I still have it. And, I could have it a lot worse.

Sorry, I guess I started rambling on.. haha. I'm not sure if its understandable, cause I had so much on my mind, but I just wanted to say how much this book has affected me. Thanks for choosing it! Another good book, which I own a copy of, is called "The Perks Of Being A Wallflower" by Stephen Chbosky. If you'd like to read it, I could lend you it. But, its also a very good book, which teens can relate to, with pressures and high school.

Well, I hope all is well for you. I'm doing a bit better, slowly but surely. Thanks again for everything!

Jennifer Pantona